spore
i went to spore and wow i had so much fun and wow ju can really sing and wow
yeah, wow
i went to spore and wow i had so much fun and wow ju can really sing and wow
yeah, wow
dear conscience,
please keep me insane until he's ready again
to acknowledge me as the love of his life
because it is realistically impossible
to be sane to have waited this long
i need to pretend i am without longing,
have no sense of belonging,
feel that i am emotionally crippled,
just so i can behave insensitively,
self-absorbed and blinded by my own thoughts
i will only go to bed in the morning
because it's conforming to wake under the sun
i need to be delusional and deficient
because it's too endearing to ensconce oneself
without the other.
p.s: i hope i did not give away the ending.
everything that's unpleasant about you.
it has been long, longer than a month's shit joined together.....
and here i am, another phase in my life. i don't have much to write now since i am distracted by the idea of going home just to watch L-word season 2 with my took-away chicken rice in front of me brought by my fattening house-mate. yeah he's ballooning up. like a bloated coffee cupcake. erm... yucks.
anyway, when the situation is quiet and i don't have distraction in my head, i will write with passion rather than vomit. currently seated in the tobacco-reeking cybercafe truly does not promote sincere writing.
yes i know, what a put-off entry eh? but at least i made the effort.
so stay tuned and i am off!
he updating ah!!!!!!!!
the owner of this blog doesnt love me anymore :(
OIII!!!!
today was a race towards nothing. yeah, ever wondered how it feels like when you race for something knowing there's nothing at the end of it for you? hmm... selflessness? nah, this is more like doing it because you don't have a choice.
i've been racing for a lot of things that doesn't matter recently. and it's not that i choose to be ambiguous, truth is, i really don't know what i am doing most of the time.
but i do know one thing though. i shat before i created this entry. WOO-HOO!!! what an accomplishment!
you think you so lucky can kena tiau by the goddess herself ah?!?!
i kena tiau by the goddess herself already...